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8:11 pm - 04/10/2012

Indie idol confesses to her dark past [TRIGGERING: RAPE, SELF HARM, CHILD ABUSE/PEDO, SUICIDE]

An underaged female idol wrote a blog post recently about how she had been raped, also partook in underage drinking, smoking, money-borrowing, and compensation dating. She alleged, “I was forced into his car and then raped.”

This has caused quite a stir on the internet…

The idol in question is Miaan. On April 6th, she wrote a blog entry about what she had experienced thus far as an idol, and that blog entry has been the point of some heated discussions online about the state of the entertainment industry.


Miaan wrote about her upbringing, her loneliness, and her experiences in being the victim of bullying. In middle school, she committed self-harm by cutting her wrists because she felt life had no meaning. At the same time, her relationships with her friends also deteriorated.

After that, she fell in love with a host, and borrowed money for him under her name, and was forced to prostitute herself as a result. She suffered a mental breakdown, and she started looking for other means of income through cell-phone dating sites. In writing, the men promised to lend her the money, but in reality, she’d meet up with them and they’d have their way with her, going as far as raping her.

After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her.

Her ameba page:

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roomgirl 11th-Apr-2012 12:14 am (UTC)
You should probably add specific trigger warnings, there's a lot of stuff happening here. :( Things like this make me so angry. Her agency is unbelievably cruel to do something like that.

Edited at 2012-04-11 12:14 am (UTC)
liime_arix 11th-Apr-2012 12:23 am (UTC)
Thank you for telling me, I'll add them in.

It makes me so angry and sad for the girl. I hope someone will help her get through all of this.
rim1789 11th-Apr-2012 12:33 am (UTC)
OMG...Poor Girl. D: This is so awful. I'm so sad for her...

And her agency...WTF IS WRONG WITH THOSE PEOPLE ? Doing that when all this already happened to her!...No word/

I really hope she will get some help, though I'm not sure judging from what I've heard about their way of dealingwith thiese sorts of things :/

Poor girl...
k0dama 11th-Apr-2012 12:42 am (UTC)
"After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her."

I'm sure that helps, Japan.
booksandsarcasm 11th-Apr-2012 02:24 am (UTC)
It's ridiculous that they fired her. I'm actually really curious how her readers took it and if they are being supportive of her.

On another note though, I wasn't aware that the entire country of Japan fired her.
synthesizia 11th-Apr-2012 12:46 am (UTC)
Her bravery for admitting this is very admirable. I cannot believe her agency would rather fire her than encourage her to become a spokesperson to speak out against all this awful shit that happens to so many other kids.
loverboy 11th-Apr-2012 12:47 am (UTC)
After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her.


She's incredibly brave for going public about this. I hope it helps her find peace.
itskimbitches 11th-Apr-2012 12:48 am (UTC)
I hope one day Japan learns how to deal with victims of abuse
phishn37 11th-Apr-2012 12:52 am (UTC)
Dick move, agency. Dick move.
go_chan2011 11th-Apr-2012 01:01 am (UTC)
Good Lord poor girl~

"After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her."

A good example of how agencies don´t give a shit about the human beings being exploted by them.
nova_usagi 11th-Apr-2012 07:27 am (UTC)
This. It`s all about money and protecting the agency image.
chiima 11th-Apr-2012 01:04 am (UTC)
This really makes me wonder what other Idols go through this! It makes the Idol industry look a lot scarier, now...

And seriously, her agency are that self-centred and dickish? I would sue the agency if they hid the shady, behind the scenes acts that go on, allowing their Idols to be hurt! It's disgusting what these people do to their acts!
prushrush 11th-Apr-2012 01:41 am (UTC)
Yes, because if she's a prostitute, she's beyond redemption.


Attitudes like yours are what keep women in the life and ultimately kill them.
fumine 11th-Apr-2012 01:09 am (UTC)
I know you like your idols immaculate, Japan...but what a shitty and shameful move from her agency.
mrwaffle 11th-Apr-2012 01:31 am (UTC)
Don't think there's nearly enough info to make any judgement calls here. Slagging off her agency because of one line without details is a bit pointless.
nonightland 11th-Apr-2012 01:37 am (UTC)
they FIRED her? wtf

poor girl, terrible story. she's only one year older than me, that's so shocking. i hope she'll find a new, better agency..
wayof_life 11th-Apr-2012 01:37 am (UTC)
I can understand why the agency fired here (because of all the possible implications) but I would like to see them doing something to help her. What's done is done, but I think she needs some help to save her soul. Her brain's probably all messed up with all that had happened, self-blaming etc would not be unusual...
prushrush 11th-Apr-2012 01:39 am (UTC)
I hope that she finds the help and strength she needs to get past this.

I don't agree with her agency for firing her, but we don't know what happened behind the scenes with them.
yellyell 11th-Apr-2012 01:41 am (UTC)
Her story is so sad. She's had a lot of tragic things happen to her. I feel so bad for her.
retahdedtim 11th-Apr-2012 01:45 am (UTC)
After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her.

The fuck is their reasoning?!
sonicphotonic 11th-Apr-2012 01:47 am (UTC)
I can't believe her agency fired her for admitting all that. :\
hannahime25 11th-Apr-2012 04:52 am (UTC)
me too, that's horrible! :(
peachpastiche 11th-Apr-2012 01:49 am (UTC)
It's not mentioned in this article but in the statement from her agency it also said she had a private relationship with a fan.

I did think it was interesting that they linked to her statement, normally when idols are fired the management makes only very vague statements ("Due to recent events...")

She also said in her blog that she hadn't told them anything about it and that she wouldn't stop smoking & drinking (she's underage for both)

She only debuted as an idol like 6 months ago, I wonder what made her decide to come out about it now. She didn't write like she wanted to quit or anything.

Edited at 2012-04-11 01:52 am (UTC)
ryocchi 11th-Apr-2012 02:02 am (UTC)
Thank you for giving us more information to make a wiser impression upon this, I'll reserve my opinion on this matter but thank you.

Edited at 2012-04-11 02:03 am (UTC)
chopper 11th-Apr-2012 02:12 am (UTC)
After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her.

this made me lol at just how blunt this is...
zomboid 11th-Apr-2012 02:15 am (UTC)
I hope she gets the help that she needs. Not sure if the entertainment industry is right for her if the blog entry is any indication of her current mental state. She did say that singing had and will always be her dream.
liime_arix 11th-Apr-2012 02:19 am (UTC)
I really do hope someone helps her because she really doesn't seem stable.
rebirthreborn 11th-Apr-2012 02:26 am (UTC)
She's only 16... --speechless-
limedragon 11th-Apr-2012 02:47 am (UTC)
17 actually, if the birthdate on her blog is correct.
tomoeicemaiden 11th-Apr-2012 02:46 am (UTC)
Just read her entry on her fc2 blog. The entire thing is utterly tragic. As if that wasn't enough, at the end she says she will continue to do drugs and alcohol. She also said she gets lonely easily so without sex she has no will to live. This girl needs so much help. I really do hope her life improves. She may need therapy for life but she is so young, I think she still has a chance of recovering from her addictions and starting anew. I'm not religious, but god bless her.
cyberbaka 11th-Apr-2012 06:08 am (UTC)
holy crap she def needs help
tsumi_riina717 11th-Apr-2012 03:06 am (UTC)
wtf. they fired her? ......
yuui1010 11th-Apr-2012 03:17 am (UTC)
She needs help. And self-assistance and appreciate for her-self.
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