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8:11 pm - 04/10/2012

Indie idol confesses to her dark past [TRIGGERING: RAPE, SELF HARM, CHILD ABUSE/PEDO, SUICIDE]

An underaged female idol wrote a blog post recently about how she had been raped, also partook in underage drinking, smoking, money-borrowing, and compensation dating. She alleged, “I was forced into his car and then raped.”

This has caused quite a stir on the internet…

The idol in question is Miaan. On April 6th, she wrote a blog entry about what she had experienced thus far as an idol, and that blog entry has been the point of some heated discussions online about the state of the entertainment industry.


Miaan wrote about her upbringing, her loneliness, and her experiences in being the victim of bullying. In middle school, she committed self-harm by cutting her wrists because she felt life had no meaning. At the same time, her relationships with her friends also deteriorated.

After that, she fell in love with a host, and borrowed money for him under her name, and was forced to prostitute herself as a result. She suffered a mental breakdown, and she started looking for other means of income through cell-phone dating sites. In writing, the men promised to lend her the money, but in reality, she’d meet up with them and they’d have their way with her, going as far as raping her.

After such a shocking confession, her management agency fired her.

Her ameba page:

mrjl_writer 11th-Apr-2012 03:13 am (UTC)
To be honest though, it doesn't sound so much like it was willing behaviour as much as getting mixed in the wrong shit and in over her head. Forced to prostitute could very well mean her so-called boyfriend gave her a "do it or else", especially with yakuza connections. It's also possible she didn't know about the yakuza connections at first. Hard to tell either way really, but there's not always a single side to these things. If that all was wiling at some point I could understand letting her go, but if she was a victim in the whole situation it seems really shitty to drop her and is kind of like blaming the victim. Could go either way. But I agree with you that it's probably best she not work as an idol right now, or anything else really. She needs to focus on getting better. I wish her luck.
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